kiss me.

Wednesday, February 28, 2007

i've moved.ask me for the link but i'm leaving this here for a bit before i delete it.the memories are plenty.but as all things go.i need to close this chapter of my life and start a new one.so yeah.i've moved.take care all.love!

yanni.

Labels: moved but stayed.

once loved.
20:46

Saturday, February 17, 2007

i got a very very bad sprain yesterday during the friendly with MI.now i can barely move my left foot and u had to forfeit my holiday )): and i'm alone and immobile at home )): super freakshits.aaaaahhhhhh!!!must be retribution for having had a great time on valentine's.heee.all the chocolates and sweets and pretty green things ((: and the gorging out at sakura international buffet ((: and only realising that hun and i looked like we planned what to wear when that wasn't the case /: and yanni aka myself decided to wear something that would hide the bulging tummy after eating for 2hours and wore a dress.yes me in a dress.how unheard off.lol.anyways just blogging to say i'm uber proud of the girls from touch.with only a month of training you've manage to play a game against a team more senior then yourself and to win that game by 5 tries is just amazing.you girls have changed from girls who were afraid of that odd shaped ball to girls who never drop that ball.you've become my pride and joy and i believe that under the tutelage of smelly and the captainship of sandran you girls and guys will go far.*applauds*LOVE!

yanni.

ps.i promised myself i won't have ocd when it comes to you.

once loved.
10:37

Monday, February 12, 2007

i@Fun turned out not too bad for a first time.wished i could say that it's over but really it isn't.my class 0643a had an overwhelming response to our handpainted shirts that we had to get more shirts t 10 just an hour into the funfair and we had to stop taking in orders an hour before the end of the funfair because we were just swamped with orders.weather held up.the sun was relentless though.heard water ran out and in the end people bought water from the vending machines at the futsall court ((:

came back from ikea about 2hours ago.ikea makes me a happy girl.prolly gonna go again to stock up on my supply of birthday presents and the likes.came back home with plenty and a big grin on my face (((: i swear.ideas just pop into my head with every turn.makes me want to do my arty farty stuff again.which means i need to stock up my art supplies also ((: i'm a happy girl ok.ikea just induces in you such floaty happiness.and the sweets from there might have something to do with it too ((:

one year's passed.feel odd.second time spending valentine's with friends.plans to eat sakura international buffet will not go awry.it musn't anyway.doing crafts again this year.seem to always do crafts.guess my assumption that it's very personal is the main motivating factor behind me doing crafts.and the end product's usually uber pretty.i can't help it.i miss midnight and endless phonecalls.shit.random thoughts seeping out.think i should keep my comments to myself cause i've a sharp tongue.

huge scandal happening atm somewhere.and also me being disappointed with people.what's new?well one of these ppl is actualy somebody i care greatly for and love with all my heart.but i don't know.guess i'm just too physically tired to care anymore.when i did care all you did was stomp all over my heart.i pretend it's fine but really it isn't for i know the real reason behind your actions.horrid feeling pervades my being.i ahte being sad.and alone and all that shit.jeep singing or rather humming ti keep happy.

feeling super random.bought an utterly weird(?) gift for someone for vday.still think its cute though.rraahh.i am woman hear me roar.RRAAHH!!!ok.enough.waiting for hun to finish bathing.feels weird to not have had arounf last thursday.like extremely odd.oh wells.still can't believe it's already a year since...yeah.weird eh how fast time flies when we are not keeping track of it.like...wow...blink blink blink and taadaa one year is gone.can't stand how fast time flies these days.ahhhhhh.LOVE!

yanni.

ps.46 days to save for my belly piercing and lime green praio havainas.freakshits!

once loved.
22:29

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

i didn't know you can take out jelly from the mould using satay sticks.yes i very noob can?anyway just can't wait for this week to be over and done.so tired.really.i swear when all else fails i'm glad i still have touch and my friends.notice i didn't say family.that's cause i just fought with my mum.she actually suggested that i quit touch cause i wore shorts home.and the reason i wore shorts is cause my skirt buckle came off and i just couldn't be bothered to try see if the skirt won't fall off without the buckle.oh wells.kept my cool even though was fuming like crazy inside.patience is a virtue.horrid day for hun too.hope he's fine.think he's sleeping.oh wells just felt like typing or rather ranting.i think fundraising for class fund would be fun shit.oh wells.oh no my vocab is damn limited.shitake mushrooms.btw to my darling most beloved part time lve you so much for always being there when i need you.and to my hun for bearing with my mood swings.and to zaf shel and mirah for tolerating my randomness.LOVE!

yanni.

Labels: noobness prevails.

once loved.
01:48

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

it's a time when i cannot at any cost afford to fall sick.i'm as is the norm disgustingly busy.anyway just had a thought run through my head.it's about courtesy.EQ perhaps.i don't know but i think that it is only polite for you to inform the person in-charge of something of you cannot make it or have to leave early.perhaps you were displeased with me for not giving you anything to do but there was clearly so much that could have been done.you saw me running around trying to do everything but all you did was stand there and stare.you didn't even support your class efforts.choosing to purchase from other classes who were also doing fundraising.granted ours had a more class gathering feel to it but it was nonetheless an effort agreed upon to help raise seed money.i feel so disappointed as of late.so many things are bugging me.so many things are happening in such a short period of time.and i still have to deal with people like you who have no sense of initiative.anyway this is not about just ONE person it was about a few.would it really kill you to tell me that you're leaving so i'm not left wondering where you are?seriously speaking.was what made you leave early a life and death matter so much so that you do not take into consideration how i might feel?when i was given the chairperson post, i tried my best to please everybody.yes i admit that at times i'm very rushed and i don't have things planned out properly but if you had helped maybe, just maybe i would have not have had such oversight.i had meant this to be a passing comment but as you can see, i am rather distraught over it.believe me when i say, i am only human.i am not immune to emotions,especially not disappointment.i may hide it well but in the end it still shows.anyways to those who stayed back today to help set up,sell,eat and wash up i really really appreciate the effort.LOVE!

yanni.

ps.14days to sakura dinner date.58days to save for my belly piercing.SHIT!
pps.thanks hun for putting a smile on my face in the morning ((:

once loved.
20:48

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

i twisted my ankle.like duh?i swear i tried to update but to no avail since i'm disgustingly busy.being busy and me are currently having a love-hate relationship.i love being busy but it gives me little time with those i love.haven't seen part time for YEARS saw nas for like an hour or so abt a week ago.yeah.hopefully things will subside after i@Fun. rraahh.i'm lazy to type so i shall upload pics.and there are photos on my photobucket also.

ocs.years ago.great fun despite the sweltering heat.

gas haus.yes.we love eating arms.

my sexaye baby aka nas.

the one i read with in the library and watch movie with in the canteen.

miss touch comps and combining fries on a tray and asking for all the sauces except for sweet 'n' sour sace cause it tastes disgusting.the thought of it made me have craving for macs.

and i dare say being caught red-handed doing naughty things is hilarious.i swear.BUSTED!!!and i sort of noticed that adults seem to have forgotten what it is like to be young,to have passions for things perhaps unreasonable to want to rebel just because.oh wells.btw somthing rather violating happened in school today and all in took was a rude stare.go freaking figure.anyway old school shit is so in.LOVE!!!

yanni.

ps.i want a belly piercing for my 18th birthday.any sponsors?

once loved.
21:43

Sunday, January 14, 2007

another late night.or rather another early morning.all i want to do is dig up a whole deep into the ground and disappear.so much is coming my way.and i really can't deal with it.pardon my french but FUCK IT!
first it was all that class shit nonsense.i kid you not when i say that simply resting my eyes on that badge engulfs me with feelings of PURE disdain.the circumstances in which it was given to me was HIGHLY unproffesional.
and with that came the start of touch trainings with the J1s to whom i must apologise for tuesday's haphazard and unplanned training.speaking of tuesday,my day was horrid until i played touch.touch is my soma.to those not in the know,go screw a stingray.
following this is the misunderstanding which is causing much grieviances.speak now or forever hold your peace.i told you that but all you did was keep mum.btw what you said was BEYOND disrespectful.
and yesterday i discovered that i'm a horribly selfish sister who is too caught up in her own world to realise that her younger sister is calling out to be heard.to be fussed over.to be seen even.i suck big time man.
today after i sms-ed my ex asking about something i found out that he's having relationship problems.damn me to hell.
now i'm binge eating to try disregard the hollowness of my being.the void that is sucking everything i have away from me.the darkness that denies me the privilege of having my hunney because nothing good could possibly come out from it.all i feel like right now is a big fat ugly failure.i have failed as a sister.a friend.a leader.a lover.i have failed those i love dearly.i have failed in all sense of that word.understand now why i need a deep dark hole to hide and just disappear from the face of the earth?

yanni.

once loved.
02:30